I first met the Shadow people in my basement. They mostly stayed in the dark corner, quietly coming out in the evening when I would take the trash down to the incinerator at the bottom of the old stairway. Watching the fire burn brightly while I pushed in the trash, I would occasionally see the shadow of a person moving closer as if attracted by, but also repelled by the firelight.
Seven steps to the top of the stairs. I could make in in two and half leaps if I had to. Of course I did if one of the shadows got too close or I saw the firelight reflected in their eyes. I was not courageous or curious enough to stay and see what happened. Nothing ever did; if anyone else saw them I never heard; nor did I ever speak of it until now.
The Shadow people didn't follow me to California. Perhaps too much sunshine and very few basements. I put them out of my mind for many years. After I enlisted and came back east I would sometimes see one lurking about. I put it down to an over active imagination and a vague belief in the supernatural. The Shadow folk reappeared in a little country town in Texas I lived in for a few months. In the evenings I would take my dog Rufus out for a walk. Occasionally she would just stop dead in her tracks and refuse to go forward. At first I put it down to something I couldn't sense like another animal. Then, one night I again caught the glint of light from eyes fixed on me. The childhood memories came rushing back. Rufus and I took our walks a little earlier from then on. I soon moved back to to the city.
Though there were stories of ghosts aboard the Coral Sea I never encountered one nor a Shadow. Once in a while on the mess deck something strange would happen. Like a full dinner tray jumping right off a table. I saw this more than once. It gave credence to the story of the phantasm that inhabited the mess along with the crew. A well known story that survived for years in the ship's folklore.
I had gotten into the habit of listening to late night talk radio while working nights. The show I usually followed was Art Bell's Coast to Coast. Art claimed to be an abductee of aliens; The Close Encounter of the Fourth Kind. His talk show highlighted his beliefs and those of his callers who had their share of inexplicable adventures with aliens, sasquatch, chupacabra, the CIA and demons. The shadow people were often mentioned. Samoa, our Shepherd/Black Lab Pound Puppy alerted me to the presence of the Shadows here in Virginia; though there are few basements. It was on a late evening walk we noticed the strange being. Sam did something odd. She completely avoided a fire hydrant that she would normally sniff at until I had to drag her away. Sitting on the hydrant was a Shadow, barely visible in the darkness. I edged past, it stared at me, obvious intelligence reflected in the silvery, dark eyes.
weeks later and several sightings later, Journey woke me. I glanced at the red numbers on my alarm clock. it read 3:23. "Dad, I just saw a man in my room. " We went back there, checked it out and found nothing to indicate anything unusual. Window was close and locked, as was the one in the other bedroom. I thought she had just dreamed it, and asked her to describe it. "It was dark grey, almost like a shadow, but real" I said she could lay down with me if she liked, but she decided to return to her own bed.
Days later she started experiencing sharp pains in her abdomen. She would roll up into a ball on the floor and scream. This meant a trip to the emergency room, once an ambulance ride. I felt helpless as the doctors were unable to find anything amiss. This went on for months. She had to drop out of school for awhile because the attacks would occur at any time of day. CAT scans revealed she was missing a kidney but the doc didn't believe that was the problem. Finally a laproscope from an understanding, patient, and skillful doctor discovered some muscle tissue that shouldn't have been there connected her abdominal wall to a spot on her large intestine. The tissue was removed during the laproscopy and the pain disappeared.
I didn't see the Shadows again until the winter of 2007 /2008. A few months later I was diagnosed with cancer. Was there a connection? Or is it all my imagination? I ask because I saw a Shadow last night. Sitting quietly on a wall the next street over. Sam didn't pay any attention to it. I just returned the stare. For some reason it didn't frighten me. Instead, I felt sort of a calm peacefulness from it, as if it wished me well. Today. Cameryn was suspended from school for two days. She smacked a friend in the back of the head. Richard returned the gesture, missed, but hit some other kid; apparently doing damage to his eye. Is there a connection? I wish I knew.

Tag,
ReplyDeleteYour post gave me a shiver, as it brought back memories from the past.
I think the Shadow following you, is your Guardian Angel, who wants to let you know in advance that something is going to happen. Maybe is his/her way to let you know you are not alone.
Pay attention to the shadow and notice the signs.
Great post Tag!
loveNlight
Gabi
I never considered that aspect Gabi. Perhaps that is the purpose of their strange visits and behavior. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteSpooky, stirring and very well-written. This is a post I never expected from you. Do you continually surprise your family too?
ReplyDeleteI haven't thought deeply about shadows since childhood. Perhaps I've lost something.
Tag, I was a very fearful child. Sometimes at night I'd become defiant about going to bed, which was rare behavior for me. After seeing the flying monkeys in The Wizard of Oz, I planted my 3-year-old self on the couch and refused to go to my room. I must have appeared convincingly terrified because they didn't pick me up physically and plant me in the bed. Those flying monkeys still freak me out.
ReplyDeleteI do believe there are entire universes intertwined with the one we know best. I sense happy beings - fairies, if you like - flitting near me, little tinkling bell noises and tiny breezes as they move around.
i've always had guardians. don't know that i would have survived this long without their protection. i don't see them tho, i hear. and when i don't listen, i ALWAYS get in trouble!
ReplyDeleteHah, Kass, No surprises, boring and predictable, My hard living and drinking have caught up with me, I'm afraid. No more howling at the moon with buddy Jose Cuervo.
ReplyDeleteThose monkeys along with the wicked witch's troops and their constant O-RE-O RE O marching chant. Still freaks me out Les.
But even as a three year old I see you confronting a flying monkey with head high and steel in your eyes. You would then spit in their eye and say "just bring it". Am I wrong, dude?
I like and believe your idea of intertwined universes, that we can occasionally glimpse. Perhaps this theory of yours explains the Leprechaun, pooki and banshee myth so appropriate for this St Pat's Day.
Standing, it's interesting that you hear them, I never have. I do sense their presence when ever I reach out in spirit. I call my guardian angel Fred. It doesn't seem to mind.
Happy St Patrick's Day my friends.
Hmmm, Tag, I am going to have to ponder whether I think I was fierce as a very young child. I know I was tremendously fearful. People still say today that I will have a look pass over my face that makes them fear I truly could expire from fear or pain. But today I come out swinging. Both the fear and the fierceness are true components of me. I must say for me to have defied the parents at the time was remarkable. And, ironically, there's a coffee mug on my desk that has the picture and says, "Don't make me bring out the flying monkeys". Private joke between me and myself.
ReplyDeleteFierce now perhaps, but as a child I would say determined. Thanks for sharing the joke.
ReplyDeleteMy friend.
ReplyDeleteTag - Interesting that you found a Cat Stevens video dealing with Shadows considering the shadowy way his life turned out. He did make some nice music in his time, though.
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